Dreams

i had a very weird dream last night.

as i recall, i was lying across our sofa in our home in Sta. Mesa when my ex-boyfriend, Jam's father, for that matter, came and gave me flowers. and he did also gave me a ring.

and he was then talking about us getting back together, he was planning all sorts of things, when to move in, where, how..
and he was telling me he paid all my existing debts, he cleared out my credit card's outstanding balance, and he was giving me a new life.

so i led him outside so we could talk.

i told him that though i love him, i love my hubby more.
and i told him that he is messing up everything that's already in their right places.
i have my family, he has his. and i am happy the way things are.
so i returned the ring and told him to go home.

and then i woke up.

then i reached over and found my hubby beside me, contentedly asleep.
my debts are not paid. still have to clear out my credit card balance.
and i still have the same life.

i wouldnt have it in any other way.