This is ME - Take it or Leave It

Like A Rock - I Must be Hard
Like An Oak - I Must Stand Firm
Cut Quick - Like My Blade
Think Fast - Unafraid

Like a Cloud - I am Soft
Like Bamboo - I Bend in the Wind
Creeping Slow - I'm at Peace
Because I Know
It's Okay to Be Afraid

2/25/10

February 25, 2010

Baby coh,

Alam mo bang nasa bus pa ako? Nag code yellow ang lrt at stranded ako.
Alam mo bang past 12 na ako nakatulog kagabi?
Alam mo ba na ayaw kong pumasok ngayon pero wala akong choice?
Baby, I'm so tired and I'm so sad.
Hindi ko maipaliwanag.
Gusto kitang makita, gusto kitang yakapin.
Gusto kong umiyak ng umiyak.
Gusto ko ng umuwi, yakapin ang mga anak ko.
Gusto kong puntahan si mama at makipagkwentuhan lang sa kanya.
Gusto kong makipagkulitan lang kila jean.
Gusto kong maligo sa dagat.
I've been feeling I'm missing all the significant parts of my life because of this work I don't even like.
I want to be home, taking care of you, watching the children grow.
I'm so sad baby I'm crying.
I'm so sad.